Body control Mind

Back to normal

2005-09-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

yar..after move to my aunt house..my life forced back to normal..good?bad?

i have to sleep be4 10pm and wake up at 6am to send my small cousin to kingdergarden..like baby sitter..dotx..its good..i have the normal life..no more panda eyes..hoho..

bad..no more freedom..no more supper with friends..boring at aunt house..everyday walking around ..doing nth..like walking corpse...oh man..somebody saves me!

quite long time nv update my blog..i apologise to u guys..especially my supporters..i will try my best to get the best blogger award..excuse me..u juz vomit on ur keyboard..ouch..who throw these eggs?

i now have time to write..so everything supposely get to normal..ok..tats all for today

Sry guys

2005-09-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

i now concentrating on WOW..hehe..no time to update my blog..

i will try my best to come and update..=D

Friends,Life...

2005-08-31T12:32:00.000-07:00

ok..this topic is 2 of my best friends ask me to write..well..i think these 2 things are the most cared things for human beings..lolz..

Life...is a miserable thing..y people come to this world? becos they come to world..they not come to enjoy the life on the earth..they come to pay for thier sins..(maybe they did something bad in thier preious life?)..people have to work so hard in order to live on..i didn't see anyone really enjoy thier lives..maybe i haven't met one yet..

Friends...the most complicated thing..and also bring u most troubles..people wan to have a fulfilled life..friends are the fundamental..u need to have friends in order to have an enjoyble social life..yar..have alot friends indeed is a great thing..but u have to work extra hard for maintain the relationship..sometimes u maybe get into a very diffcult situation..like u stuck between 2 of ur friends..and they ask to make decision..who to help..and the unchosen side will get harmed..den wad u going to do?

tats only my opnions..and its quite negative(again)..children plz read under adults' advise..lolz..

LOLX..long lost brother..

2005-08-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

lolz..look who is this???
found at a website..DOTX....

Unexpect

2005-08-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

hehe..100+ people have viewd my blog huh..lolz..unexpected..how come no ppl left any comments?...~"~

well..this place is juz for me to talk cock..haha..anything i felt i will write it down..so hope u guys dun mind..dun think i am a naggy person..f u guys dun mind plz write down ur name at the chatter box..at least i know who comes read my blogs..hehe..

wondering...wth?

2005-08-24T10:40:00.000-07:00

the exam is around the corner again..

this semister i only have 4 papers to take..hope i can get a good result,but with my current situation, i doubt so..haha..wad to do..i am a slacker..

i dunno i can go to local U anot, this trouble me alot, if i can't get to NUS, well..i think i will go oversea for study,and this takes a higher chance..

========i'm the dividing line==========
ok...

many people say study at other country, need alot money and the people there maybe racist..well..wad they worried abt is true..they have to prepare be4 they step into another county..not like me, take it so lightly..

come to singapore, i gain something and i lost some..wad i gain is experince, and survive under pressure, resistance..cool..i have grown up alot than be4..well abt the lost, i dun wan to mention here,hehe too personaly already..

i dun wan to be too mature at this age..too early to get into the adult world..i mean at my age, i shd be enjoying my sch time,joking with ur buddies, skip lesson..yar..that shd be wad we doing..not act mature in front ppl, show off, acting like a saint..

some of us have thier attitudes, and that makes them become the centre of the attention..wow..thats really cool..

however, there r small amount of people jealous (maybe) of them, so they try to follow thier "style",they thought they will get the same attentions,lolz..what happen in the end?people feel they r wierd,this still not that bad, worst thing is they say "u suck","disgusting"..lolz..i have seen some of this examples..

another kind is they always behave like they r the "queen" or "king", they can juz scold people when they r stressed, they can order people to do this to do tat..and look, normally they only yell at those people r quiet, and thier friends...lolz..maybe they dun dare to do tat to others?..anyway y they always do tat to thier friends?ok..to quiet people, i can understand, they think these people can be "bullied"..but y friend?what did they treat thier friends as?toilet roll?u finish business den juz throw it away?u guys know y they do tat, plz write in comment or tag broad..i really wn to know..haha..

=========yeah..i am here again==========

this topic is abit messy,hope u all dun mind..=P

something keeps u motivated

2005-08-19T10:24:00.000-07:00

y do we have to study and adults have to work so hard? to get a good job in the future?get promoted? or juz wan everybody knowledge ur existence?

LMFAO...

think abt this, wad if u r a poor guy, very poor..until u have to sell blood to exchange for a piece of bread..even u have a 200+ IQ, will any one notice u, and invite u go for some genius trainings? ur talent will nv be knowledged by ppl if u dun have money..

u r everyday work so hard, until ur hair drops be4 it becomes white, den u everyday have to comb it from the more hair side to the barren side to cover the shiny part. ppl holding high position everyday yells at u, ask u to do this and tat..u have to obey,otherwise u r fired! oh man..y u have to bear all this?? wad r u fighting for?? to get promoted?den come back kick those guys' ass? tats right, u wan to take revenge..

for exsitence, y bill gates is so well knowned? is it becos of his talent? no..i dun think everyone talk abt him start with how talented he is...but how rich he is..with money, alot money u dun need to post advertisements everywhere, and ppl will admire u..

maybe some ppl will say no..i juz wan to have a peaceful life, i juz finish my working life at 50 den juz retire and enjoy with my family..tats great! everyone likes ur idea..but u have a condition, u need certain amount of money..if u everyday have to worry abt how to pay the electricity fees or phone bills, will be enjoy ur life? i think at tat time u no need to comb hair anymore, cos it already disappear fomr ur head..

nothing is permenant, except the money..this may sound cruel, but it is true..

some rich ppl like to say..haiz..my heart really feel the emptyness..everything is juz like the clouds..WTF..simply way to solve ur problems, give me all ur money and u go start all over again..den ur life will be full filled..

Boring days

2005-08-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

arrrrr...really boring these days,aren't they?

Phew, finish my 'O' lvl oral exam this thursday, easy topic..=D i think i did quite well..hehe..

nothing much to do leh, everybody around me is so busy, except me..i really can't find anything i want to do leh..i think is the BCM thing again..

ytd i was lying on my bed and dreaming, suddenly i think about my future..wad am i going to in the future..oh man..poly life is nearly half finished..and i have to go to work for 3 years in singapore..after tat wad am i going to do? continue working? work up early sleep late juz for the 1k+ salary? definily i need go for further studies! but where shd i go? stay in singapore? or go overseas?

i think most properly i will go overseas, start all over again, hope this time i will have better luck..everything can go smoothly..i will meet the same problems again..this is for sure..haiz..wtf..when can i overcome the resistance?if i go to overseas, den y i fight so hard for
those things which will become useless??

To strangers

2005-08-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

well..i feel i am a very strange person.and has attitude problems.

a person has attitude is good, but not problems..i admit i have the problems. like i always show a very cold and kiam pa face to strangers..makes ppl dun wan get close to me..even bo chub them when they wan to talk to me..y did i do this?cos i wan to see through the person and den make friends..for friendship, i dun wan have a too wide social relations..wad i wan is juz simple easy but strong relationships..friends no need have too many, even only 1 true friend is enough for me..those people always say "i got alot friends, i know this i know tat..oh..tat one also my friend." like the whole world knows him..chey..

one of my best friends told me tat i very good at "viewing people's true characters". well..i like to watch people doing things, and i can see through them easily from wad they did, wad they say..maybe is my sixth sense?lolz..only people pass my sense den can really be my friends..lolz..abit kao bei liao...haha..choosing friends are the serious thing to do..juz like choose ur wife..so i am serious abt this!

some people say i am quiet,but some say i very noisy.and those say i noisy,they are very close to me,cos i know when to be noisy and when to keep quiet..sometimes really waste my breath to talk to someone..like those think himself "high above" people..fuck off la..wads the difference between u and a piece of shit?toad put some feather thinks it become swan..ignorance is the best for them..to friends is totally diff..

juz wan to say those "highly uped" fellows..plz keep away..i swear i won't disturb u or wad, and u don't bo liao come zhi xiao me..for ur own safty plz think twice be4 doing..

Oopps...

2005-08-07T19:22:00.000-07:00

looks like i very long time never update my blog already...hope this doesn't affact i winning the best blogger award..lolz...

ok..cos last few days i was sick..so don't have time to update, or even surf net..
astronomy club 15th com were announced, no surprise to me..i am glad i got a slack position,lolz..and work with my nest friend alvin..so far everything has proven wad i predict is correct..but this is a bad sign..i really hope i predict wrongly..haiz..

YEAH!! CT is finally over!!

2005-07-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

haha..finally got time to play, slp, day dreaming already..

The 3 days "hard working", really me tortured like siao..no time slp..why?cos we go study the subject the nite be4...but all most the time we were playing games instead of study..the whole night nv slp, next day straight go for exam...u all must think we surely can't take it right? acctually not la..cos we so used to it already..haha..even my 'o' lvl time also the same.. i still remember the first time i told ZQ abt it..he is damn shock lor.." i dun believe" is written on his face lor..but now i tell him..hehe...he surely says can tell..some friends even ask me this question, "ytd nv slp again right? "....

anyway the CT is over, the nightmare is gone..den i can enjoy myself already..juz like wad i said be4..CT is juz the sign of the coming holiday...but b4 i really whole day go out play la..i go slp for few days first..haha..kidding..

"YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~" i juz shouted it out laudly..

PS:

the unbearable noise spread into the air..all the citizens lives in the same HDB heard it..by a famous newspaper's roughly report..103 people were scared into faint..3 people instant die..45 children were scared until got brain dmg(stunning + sweating)...however the police unable to find out the troublemaker..so this case become the legendary unsolved case..and it will be put onto screen in the new incredible tales series.... =_=

Haiz..Lost

2005-07-16T05:01:00.000-07:00

i found i lost inside the darkness..
lost myself...
can't see the future of me...
feel really bei song about something.....
no one really knows wad i am thinking....the most is they think i am a very straight, "single brain cell" person or haven't grow up yet...wad to do..i dun even know myself clearly..like a big unknown..haiz..
but i can sense tat i am changing..however is chnage to positive side or negative??! i not sure..
i feel confused...think too much?
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Happy Birthday to Baoling

2005-07-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah..congratz to u baoling..happey 18th birthday..

hehe..a very happy weekend, cos my best friends and i went to sentosa stay over night to celebrate baoling's birthday..

morning we went to alvin's hourse den we take bus to go sentosa, cos i am totally no sense of directions, so as usual, where ever they go, i juz follow.. like a walking corpse..haha..

After we reach the island, is about 2pm already..wtf..we left our home at 11am..(oh man..my youth is wasted again!!!).. we are so hungry to do anything, everyone juz settle down finish the delicious food alvin and jas made..hehe..makes me remember about the sec sch time..

Hoho..we played vollyball and went to swim.. we swim for a "short" (man..for u guys it maybe a small case,but for me... T_T)..and finally we reach a small island..and we named it as "Hum Sup island" haha..alvin hope u dun mind it..

everything is so nice, juz the weather is not tat oei he to us..we have to move our camp place for 3 times becos the rain..maybe juz like wad ks says the sky dun like bl's sheng chen ba zi..lolz..
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now i finally reach home..so tired..and once again body control mind..i go slp le..cya next time...

PS
i juz practise my english, got mistakes pls tell me..if u bo liao..den keep it for urself..thx..=)

2005-07-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

anyway guys, juz wanto inform u all tat my english is damn lausy..so dun laugh at me..ok?D7 standard..dun expect too much from me..lolz..u all laugh at me den i dun wan write liao..i need encouragement..wahahaha..

Common Test

2005-07-13T20:51:00.000-07:00

Yeah finally CT is around the corner..Wahaha..i am so excited...i dunno y everybody is so nervous..
Huh?wad?u think i am a hard-working student?
No! u r wrong..lolz..for me..exam means the holiday is coming soon!wahahaha..u all see the exam be4 the holiday but i am juz skip the exam and i saw my holiday..wahaha..
so i would like to say enjoy ur holidays..good luck..
Huh?u all go study?ermm..ok..i go slack den..

First Post

2005-07-13T20:25:00.000-07:00

Yoz..hi everybody..cya